had fun today man... went with my brother to sing ktv... then go orchard see see look look.. took alot of photos along the way... she is good at it man.... haha... actually shld enjoy myself fully.. but juz dun know why got somethings still cannot put down like tat... haiz... dun know lah... my life is like a shit... and i dun know how to control it.. its out of control!!! hahaha


fallen blogged on 9/26/2004 03:04:00 AM

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went chinese garden today with YR aft work, to see lanterns..... maybe bcos kind of tired.. didn't really enjoy myself.. half seeing half sleeping... lol... weekdays also got so many ppl.. haizz... too used to go with FF liao... this yr FF in sydney so went with YR instead to take pics for her to see.. feelings not the same... didn't enjoy myself also maybe bcos i miss FF. -eyes closing- in dreamy mode now... zzzzZZZZZZZ


fallen blogged on 9/23/2004 01:15:00 AM

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saw something terrible and scarry today.. as i was on my way to meet my friend.. i was inside the mrt when heard some commotions at the platform, it was 2 couples quarrelling very fiercely.. then the girl slapped the guy, the guy slapped her back.. wah liaw.... scarry man... everyone in the train was looking at them.. at tat time i was thinking.. its not easy for two persons to know each other and get together.. wat is the BIG problem tat they have to end up this way? Can't they talk things out nicely? Y muz they get together in the 1st place since they hate each other? haiz... sianz.... this is wat love is all about.... so tiring and likes to hurt ppl so much .. then y muz love exist in the 1st place? I dun know man... got scared by today's scene.. think i better stay single LOLx.


fallen blogged on 9/20/2004 01:28:00 AM

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was a good day.. ... went out with my close friend to see see walk walk.. then met up with another friend to go drinking.. haha.. erm... this is the first time i met up with her.. quite a nice person i muz say.. at least we clicked! yeah... coz some ppl really dun know how to talk to them one lo... different frequencies lah.. haha..


fallen blogged on 9/19/2004 01:54:00 AM

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Asthma relapsed today, then i thot of wat if i wld to die now? then i going to die with alot of regrets bcos.. still got so many things undone.. so many dreams not yet fulfilled.. wat wld happen to my mother if i die? Haiz.. but then think of it.. life is so fragile.. u never know wat wld happen the next minute. Maybe i shld start cherishing the ppl ard me juz in case i suddenly..... *touch wood* LOL... the bottom line i think shld be live life each day to its fullest. Trying hard to.... =]


fallen blogged on 9/16/2004 01:15:00 AM

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That I would be good... I don't understand y such person will exist in this world.. she is not human ! She is more scary than ghosts or devils. I find that human is the most scariest of all creatures.


fallen blogged on 9/13/2004 11:41:00 PM

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Dun know why very sleepy recently... now typing my blog with my eyes half closed -__- this week feels like a very stupid week to me. Weekend is here again, sianz.. i rather weekends dun come.. coz nothing to do and nowhere to go.. and nobody is free! well.. as usual... fri nites staying at home if no lessons.. this week break again.. feeling sianz instead.. i prefer going to sch. Wanted to watch garfield leh.. seems like nobody is interested.. erm.. ok lah ok lah doesn't matter.. at most watch it myself loh.. maybe tmr.. since i'm so free =

As for emtionally, guess feeling numb liao.. I WANTED TO! At least i won't have feelings, won't feel sad or anything.. I want to be numb to everything. tat's the best way out! Guess nothing or nobody in this world can touch me once again for now.

What is love? Only can be found in my dreamzzzz.....


fallen blogged on 9/10/2004 11:13:00 PM

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haha.. guess wat... I shld be sleeping now... as i got to wake up at 630am later.... but then... awaken by a nightmare =\ ppl there... stop laughing......... -___-" can't get to slp anymore =[
argh.... really gonna be panda liao... @_*


fallen blogged on 9/06/2004 03:52:00 AM

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gathered up my courage to give her a bouquet of lily.. then? what? dun know..... leave it to fate ba.... i m very sick and tired of everything....
I know that I am not worthy of her.. she deserves someone better than me... its good also.. that she don't wan to choose me.. as long as she got her own happiness.. i shld be happy too....

Shall go to the beach alone tmr.. to think abt wat shld i do with my own life...

This song is for you if you read this:
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Everytime hear this song reminds me of you....


fallen blogged on 9/04/2004 01:24:00 AM

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Nothing.. nothing but pain.


fallen blogged on 9/02/2004 11:40:00 PM

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