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True love is so hard to find, when u thot that u have found it, time snatches her away from u and u r in a lost and u fall for someone else but true love can only be 1.... . FIR ROCKS!!!! I was at the FIR 's autograph session today at west mall.. its really totally different from listening to cd and listening live!! The feeling was so great at tat moment listening to them singing LIVE. Ah Qing was so coooool.... The place was full packed with ppl haha... the ppl stopped the escalators at all floors so tat they can stand there and watch, bcoz there's juz too many ppl no place to stand! Definitely won't lose to 5566 or f4 loh.. hehe.. Fly Away~ Nothing i will be afraid~ . dun really know wat's wrong with me.. a friend invited me to her chalet today.. but then decided not to go bcos .. i know her mother and sister dun like me de.. dun wan to go and see their suxky face... secondly. i dun know most of her friends.. go there sure become a vase =find that i can't cope with this kind of situation anymore.. i prefer to go out with 1 or 2 friends at most. i dun know how to socialise in large groups haha...anti-social? Anyway went to fly kite with YR.. but then stupid weather it was.. drizzling here and there.. and can't seem to get our kite up! arrrggghhhh.... juz as we were struggling, a police came and chased us away.. haha coz got ndp rehersal they scared our kite shoot the planes down =P Such a wet blanket.. haizz.... headed for steamboat there instead..=] . oh my god... fall in love with JJ's new song 2nd heaven....it juz rockxxxx!!!! Was rather fed upwith one of the irc friend.. she doesn't realise herself got problem man... say me not willing to share and bad attitude... y not she go and reflect herself 1st? Everytime i was talking abt something she likes to interrupt me by saying other things,.. so rude!!! wah lau... how to share?? u never give me a chance to share!! I find her really very rude loh.. likes to hang up ppl's call and say bye so rudely. Calling her will be my last thing to do.. enough of her attitude man... sianxxx.... irc ppl totally SUX. . MEt up with my sec sch classmate baofen today.. wah... abit surprised to see that she is gettting thinner and thinner.. she was already quite slim during sch days.. now she has become more thin. erm... well... i used to like her during sec sch days.. we were classmates since sec 2,.. and i secretly admired her all the way till sec4. Things will change .. people will change.,.feelings will change.. but only memories cannot be changed. I have not seen her for abt 6 yrs.. Today met up with her again.. the feeling is not there anymore.. but memories of us together in sec sch still exist in my heart. =) . the new JE library is very stylooooo.... went with YR yest. to cc look look. . erm... a very nice place to be in... how i wish i can work there.. find most of the irc ppl suxxx... juz dun know why... very superficial... very not sincere.. very sianzz... i think i sux too.. hahaha.. bcos i'm also one of the irc ppl wat.. =\ they are definitely not the type that can go thru thick and thins with u.. juz play play attitude.. then i also play along with them ba.. realised that somethings dun have to be too serious.. too serious will only end up getting myself hurt. =X . Y am i getting more and more broke... i got work but y no pay one.. $$$$$$$$$$$$ everything needs $$$$$$$$... y muz $$$ exist in this world since its the root to all evil.. ??!! If there is no $$ , there won't be poor and rich.. there won't be crimes involved with $$$.. there won't be people dying out there juz bcos of lack of $$$$...if no need $$ ... we wont have to work! all is the damn $$ fault. aaarrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhh i m broke!!! . Managed to land myself with a temp job.. worked for a week liao find it not bad.. somemore can see clarke quay/singapore river from the office window..haha its my fav place mah... trying to look for another weekends part-time job.. haiz no choice.. want to survive in singapore have to work hard. I can see that my roads ahead is gonna be tough filling with obstacles.. watever it is.. i still have to go thru it.. =\ Jia You to myself hahaha I know she really cares for me alot.. but i know i can't carry on with my mistakes anymore...sorry jeanie.. I have to let u down.. i scared that i will fall too deep for u.. now is not too late to stop.. I muz be hard-hearted this time to leave.. i dun wan her to keep on worrying for me anymore.. she has done TOO much for me.. thank u my angel~ . Went to haw par villa with family today. Got some changes.. rem used to have a lot more things to see.. erm.. they moved some things away..ok lah was quite enjoyable but dun know wat's wrong with me lah.. very restless at the end of the day.. Mummy suggested go chinese garden.. some decorations for the lantern fest. is up.. all mickey mouse lanterns..aiyah! the suay thing is my cam low batt at that moment wah lau there's nobody selling the cam batt loh.. sianz.. never get to take the mickey mouse(s) in the end.. if not dun have to spend $$ buy tickets go in as next mon then sell tickets.. .... . |
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